Ego Death

I'm not so good at first impressions

I just forget your name as soon as I turn around

I've failed myself before I even start, hear me out

There has to be a way to turn around at this point

Am I just too far gone?

I've lived too long just trying to stay afloat

In tides too high for me to suffer through

Delusional thoughts

I can't even swim, I'm sinking as it's

Sinking in, I'm sick, obsessed in changing who I am

I gotta get what I want

And if I can't, then it seems that I have

Lost the best of my heart

And if it's gone, then I'll have to find myself

I guess that I'll stay trapped in my own hell

I gotta get what I want

And if I can't, then it seems that I have

Lost the best of my heart

And if it's gone, then I'll have to find myself

I guess that I'll stay trapped in my own hell

(Trapped in my own hell)

Digging up the grave of my former self

Asking where the fuck did I go wrong

This is ego death

Ego death

Is it my time to die?

Ego death