idea of love - A COLORS SHOW

I don't like the idea of love

Shit keeps beating me, then beats me up

And somehow I feel like I'm never, never, never

I feel like I'm never enough

Oh, I don't have a problem getting bad bitches

But life's made me rethink all the bad bitches

Is it the idea of you or the idea of us?

I'm starting to think that I've run out of luck

I'm finding it hard to find people I trust

My mama always told me I should follow my gut

And I'm only going up, I don't wanna be stuck

With somebody that I can't make blush

Wanna find me somebody while I'm still in the mud

'Cause shit gon' change once I get me some bucks

Oh, baby, I'm scared you don't really care

Me and Cupid never been friends

But maybe I'm depressed, maybe I need meds

I spend days sitting thinking 'bout you in this bed

Do you do the same? Am I on your brain?

Oh, baby, I think a player got played

Oh, I, oh, I, oh, I don't like the idea of love, oh

Shit keeps beating me, then beats me up

And somehow I feel like I'm never, oh, never

I feel like I'm never enough, oh