Redemption (feat. Nemzzz)

In this life I gotta get rich I can't be broke

I was asking favours and everyone telling me no

Wait till the tables turn, we'll see who stays or goes

I don't wanna be outside, I need someone that can keep me home

Yo, I feel so close, but so far, go home

I go hard, how can I stop when I come this far?

I smile outside, deep down I'm scarred

They only see the results, the pain, they don't know the half

This part of my life's redemption, I see it, I want it, we get it

I still walk with God but battling demons in I can't let them

They say that they love me, but I still don't know their intention

I'm tryna live my dream, they're offering ps, I don't wanna sell it

She only look good in the edit

They take but they won't give credit

The rumours spread like shotgun pellets, I duck and dive cause they aim where my head is

I couldn't care less if they like me

What do you think that I do this for merits?

Say what they want, don't address it

So be I let it

In this life I gotta get rich, I can't be broke

I was asking favours and everyone telling me no

Wait till the tables turn, we'll see who stays or goes

I don,t wanna be outside, I need someone that can keep me home

Yo, I feel so close, but so far

Go home or go hard, How can I stop when I come this far?

I smile outside deep down I'm scarred

They only see the results, the pain, they don't know the half

Firmed that loss n said I'm okay but deep down really you know I was vex

I give more than I ever get back, I got my brothers, I don't need friends

This sweet one don't know nothing about me, still gonna give man head

Aye, she want a brand new body, that IG hoes don't got to her head

Free my bro, we locked in like dreads

That shit done hurt me though

Told bro we gotta stay on point, can't get lined or burnt my hoe

You man don't know who you are, band for band with me your slow

Separately you got nothing to show, separately I go back to the block

(and it dont hit the same no more)

In this life I gotta get rich I can't be broke

I was asking favours and everyone telling me no

Wait till the tables turn, we'll see who stays or goes

I don't wanna be outside, I need someone that can keep me home

Yo, I feel so close, but so far, go home

I go hard, how can I stop when I come this far?

I smile outside, deep down I'm scarred

They only see the results, the pain, they don't know the half