why am i like this

Do people like you ever feel this way?

I treat my friends like therapists

Most days I feel like shit

And I call them just a bitch

They should get paid for this

My parents getting old

And I rarely visit home

I should get off my phone

But I'm scared of being alone

I get prioritized too much

My girl and I broke up

And I wasted all her love

But I can't thank her enough

I made this character I hate

To be someone I ain't

And I'd rather be someone else

But there's no one else to blame

I'm sorry I'm a piece of shit

I know I'm selfish, and I have to live with it

Sometimes I wish I don't exist

Please tell me why, why, why am I like this?

(Ooh, ooh)

So tell me why, why, why am I like this?

Why the fuck am I like this?

Why the fuck am I—

Why the fuck am I like this?

And if I was trash

Would you really miss me?

I'm sorry I'm a piece of shit

I know I'm selfish, and I have to live with it

Sometimes I wish I don't exist

Please tell me why, why, why am I like this?

(Ooh, ooh)

So tell me why, why, why am I like this?