Belligerent

I lose little sleep, it's sad but true

Drowning in unhappiness, it's nothing new

Anger now comes easily and frequently

Replacing who I used to be with someone weak

I wait patiently for clarity

Anxiously I count my time with no relief

So I mold grief into madness

Release all my pain and my sadness

Quick fix, an explosive reaction

Making a mess with the way that I've acted

I don't know when it all began

I had a bigger heart when I was a younger man

Still I deny I have any anger issues

Still I deny, chances are I'll probably fucking lose it

I lose little sleep, it's sad but true

Drowning in unhappiness, fuck you

Frustration it never ends

If you fucks could just fuck off and die please

I think I might finally be happy

I know this isn't healthy

I never asked you to help me

Maybe you are the cause of this

Years of people walking up and down my nerves

But you think I should let you in?

Just so you, so you can fuck me one more time

The world made me like this

Sad part is I couldn't care less, bitch

So fucking move