Night Drives

Somedays, I wanna drive

Into an afterlife

Headlights, car rides

Stay up late to keep you safe inside the lines

Somedays, I'll see a word

And my eyes start to blur

Headlights, car rides

Make me think of all the times you made me cry

How am I supposed to lie?

I was only terrified

And I hate that I care, but it still hurts now

Dead silence cuts through everything else

But it's like when I'm asked if you're out there

I'm still scared and feel like I'm supposed to lie

I still remember the moment it hit me

That I was too much to be cared for completely

Sorry I couldn't be more like a memory

I wish you had been there and wish you believed me

I'll run until I find

Somewhere safe to hide

White lies, cold eyes

Make me feel like I could use an alibi

One day, maybe I'll learn

It's always gonna burn

And white lies, cold eyes

Make me feel like I should probably say goodbye

How am I supposed to lie?

I was only terrified

And I hate that I care, but it still hurts now

Dead silence cuts through everything else

But it's like when I'm asked if you're out there

I'm still scared and feel like I'm supposed to lie

I still remember the moment it hit me

That I was too much to be cared for completely

Sorry I couldn't be more like a memory

I wish you had been there and wish you believed me

I still remember the moment it hit me

That I was too much to be cared for completely

Sorry I couldn't be more like a memory

I wish you had been there and wish you believed me