LONELY AND F*CKED UP

Where you goin'? Why you leavin'? The fuck is up?

I feel your soul here with me, but your body's gone

When I'm alone, I feel you near, I feel you close

It feels so wrong, it's been some years, still I don't know

Where you went, and who, what

And when I close my eyes I see somethin' I don't like

Wake up and I still hate what I've become

I can't believe my eyes

Blacked out, drunk I'm, numb I'm, dumb high

Seems like nothing has changed like I said it would

I know I said that I'd change but I never could

I'm still lonely and fucked up

And I'ma be this way right here 'til my luck's up

I've never been the same ever since I lost one

All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh-oh

I'm still lonely and fucked up

And I'm realizing now that I need your love

Shadows over my heart, got nobody to trust, oh

All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh-oh

I never thought that I'd be here (oh-oh), and still feel lost

It don't feel right without you here (it don't), I need your love

Thought I was good, but I was wrong (I thought)

Drownin' my thoughts in Hennessy, prayin' to God

Askin' myself, "Where'd I go wrong?"

I tried but I can't find

I said I'm fine, I lied

I know that I was wrong and it hurts to know you're right

Seems like nothing has changed like I said it would (oh, no)

I know I said that I'd change but I never could

I'm still lonely and fucked up

And I'ma be this way right here 'til my luck's up

I've never been the same ever since I lost one

All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh-oh

I'm still lonely and fucked up

And I'm realizing now that I need your love

Shadows over my heart, got nobody to trust

All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh-oh