I'm Still Alive

Runnin' into your forest fire

Walkin' onto your razor wire

I swear I'm fine but I'm alive

I'mma kill myself leave a pretty body up inside the grave

Now, it might be in a year or it might be here today

Tell my momma not to cry, put my body on display

'Cause the roses look pretty when they die and wilt away

Light me at both ends and watch me disappear into the smoke

Why you kickin' at my chair when I'm not finished tyin' rope

I'mma tell you when it's time, I'mma show you all the signs

I'mma tell you when it's time, I'mma show you all the signs

If I spilled my heart, and it landed up on the carpet

Come on tell me baby girl would you pick it up, would you stomp it

'Cause I'm really not the one to ever go and get nauseous

But all these feelin's in my stomach make me wanna vomit, vomit

Say you hit rock bottom and you drownin' in your stress

I'm throwin' you a shovel I'll show you how deep it gets

When yo life is on the line and yo body no longer listens to you

To you

Don't tell me you ain't done enough

Don't tell me you ain't man enough

I feel like we don't talk enough

I feel like we don't "fuck it, fuck it"

Cry enough

I feel like we don't laugh enough

I feel like we don't matter much

I feel like we don't "Fuck it"

Runnin' into your forest fire

Walkin' onto your razor wire

I swear I'm fine but I'm alive

I'mma kill myself leave a pretty body up inside the grave

Now, it might be in a year or it might be here today

Tell my momma not to cry, put my body on display

'Cause the roses look pretty when they die and wilt away

Hold steady don't waste your time

There's nothin' between these lines

If ever I'm feelin' short

I know that my dealer's blind

How many levels of gray

Does it take to shade the pain?

The crack of my skin

Pale of your bones

All that I lack

Is nothin' you hold

Hide your keepsakes

It's all that you'll have

When you meet

Old medicine inside my desk that don't remember me

Workin' for a life that is best, I fill your every need

Cherish the knife inside my back that you have given me

Stop cryin' baby boy

I'mma kill myself leave a pretty body up inside the grave

Now, it might be in a year or it might be here today

Tell my momma not to cry, put my body on display

'Cause the roses look pretty when they die and wilt away

Light me at both ends and watch me disappear into the smoke

Why you kickin' at my chair when I'm not finished tyin' rope

I'mma tell you when it's time, I'mma show you all the signs

I'mma tell you when it's time, I'mma show you all the signs