#myhealth

[Chorus]

Tryna distract myself

You causing damage, you left and took half my health

Somebody wake me out this nightmare, I'll slap myself

I'm losing my mind, can't you tell? (Can't you tell?), woah-oh

Can't explain how bad it felt

To see you move on with another, it's sad as hell, woah-oh

Like, why the fuck are you glad I fail?

Can you release me out the grip of your spell?

[Verse 1]

Okay, I close my eyes, still see your face

My heart gone and my head, I can't hold straight

You moved on? Goddamn, well, you don't say?

A second without you like four days

I paid for what I did, seen no change

Now I'm hanging out the V like road rage

Me and you was supposed to bе soulmates

Girl, I don't want you to go away

You are a part of me, I'll nеver get back (Pow)

Where the plug? Need to roll some stat

I showed you things you ain't show me back

How am I gonna cope with that?

Goddamn, I might relapse

I'm begging you, just give me a chance

I know I been lost in my ways, often M.I.A

'Cause I don't like pretending like I've been okay (Uh)

Flip yo' card on me, make me look insane

And these drugs I take heal me, keep the doctors away, oh

This do not feel right inside, you use me, then play victim, why?

Everything I see remind me of your face, so I should sit inside

Girl, you can't say I didn't try

I gave you my all

[Chorus]

Tryna distract myself

You causing damage, you left and took half my health

Somebody wake me out this nightmare, I'll slap myself

I'm losing my mind, can't you tell? Woah-oh

Maybe I'll blast myself

Is that the only way I'll escape this magic spell?

I'm dumb for thinking I could win you with cash and wealth

I'm always checking in like you a hotel

[Verse 2]

I'll be here even if this shit might take a year

Yo' man ain't me, girl, you gon' be my lady still

Do he make you feel special when you hate it here?

Don't want none of these hoes, okay? Let's make it clear

Can't see myself without you, so I hate the mirror

Hear voices in my head, it's almost like I hear her

I'll drink my pain away, but it don't stop the tears

Terrified of losing you, so now I can't even fear nothin'

Oh my God

[Outro]

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