Tears of a Stoic

[Verse 1]

Yeah, giant on a mountaintop

Giant on a mountaintop

Let the world sing to my praises

Needed validation, no matter what the stakes is

Went away from home to find peace, but found replacements

The cycles that I haven't broken out of, enragement

Deep affection, my development arrested

Caught in the throes of harboring stresses

My mother and my father hurt me

God I'll accept it

Tears of a stoic pushing forward 'til I'm breathless

Wake up in the morning my anxiety is rеckless

At least I can acknowledgе before I finish my breakfast

Looking for the problem, but my faith is still in question

Pleading out to you, but my servitude is a lesson (?)

I need community. Separation is ruining me

Clenching to my wife to feel something beyond what's new to me

Friendships dissolving