Heaven Wasn't Made for Me

I wore white to the exorcism

Said bless me, then I slit the rhythm

Thorns in my curls, blood on my knees

Singing hymns while I spread disease

I kissed the priest, just for fun

He said "you’re damned" — I said "I’m the one"

Put my sins in a locket, wore it with pride

Heaven locked the gates the day I died

Heaven wasn’t made for me

I broke the crown and burned the key

Holy water tastes like wine

When the devil says “you’re mine”

Build a church from shattered glass

Then I laugh as angels pass

Crossed my heart with a switchblade tip

Made a shrine out of broken lips

Confession booth went up in flames

Guess I’m done with playing saints

Swinging from the steeple like a warning bell

Every prayer I whispered sent a soul to hell

Wings are fake, but the fall is real

I'm a miracle wrapped in steel

Call me sinner, call me queen

Call me every cursed thing

Kiss the blood right off my boots

Mika’s gospel, absolute

Heaven wasn’t made for me

I broke the crown and burned the key

Holy water tastes like wine

When the devil says “you’re mine”

Crown me loud, corrupt, divine

I'll be yours — but never kind