DON'T GET USED TO ME

I check your tone before I check your time

Your silence is harder than lies

You say you're tired, I say I'm fine

But I'm counting the ways you might slide

I don't ask where you've been

I don't wanna know

I don't trust the calm in your voice

It sounds like letting go

Don't get used to me leaving

Don't get bored of my name

If I stop holding your attention

You'll forget me the same

Say it straight to my face

Say I'm not just a phase

I don't need you forever

Just don't get used to me fading

You touch your phone like it might explode

Like there's something I can't see

You swear it's nothing, you swear too much

That's usually when it's me

I keep my doubts on a short leash

Till they pull me back

Every promise you half keep

Feels like a quiet attack

Don't get used to me waiting

Don't get soft with your truth

If I stop being convenient

You'll remember you

Say it clean, say it plain

Yeah, you still choose my shades

Don't need you to save me

Just don't get used to me breaking

Don't get used to me leaving

Don't get bored of my name

If I stop holding your attention

You'll forget me the same

Say it straight to my face

Say I'm not just a phase

I don't need you forever

Just don't get used to me fading

Don't get used to me breaking

If I loved you less, I'd be easier to keep

But you like the way I've been right before I sleep

Don't get used to me silent

Don't confuse it with peace

I don't vanish dramatic

I just slowly release

If you're already gone, don't lie to my face

I don't need your devotion

Just don't get used to me erase

Don't get used to me erase