Jade (2021 Edit)

Jade, jade, jade

Face black, another shadow of innocence tainted

Gave back all the lights and glitter

Wrong track again and again it stings

Wish you all could feel like this

Twelve is for the reason of regret

Nine is for the pain that I'm caused

Will strife ever cease? Someday

Fuck this mind that is made to hate

Complete the task of humility

Restrained from who they want me to be

That's what they want me to be

That is not quite good enough for me

Fuck you and your thoughts on me

Fuck you and your thoughts of me

Fuck you, how can I not be me?

Fuck you, I will never let you take me

I will never be that good little one

I can never see what is so good about life

I can never change just who I am

Just what it is I think I am doing

My hands fell down

Now I know I failed

You were not there to pick up

The waste of this pathetic tale

Maybe I should just end all this right here

Would you like that? Would you like that?

Maybe you could cope

Knowing that you all have succeeded

I am staying here to betray all of you

I am staying here to betray all of you

Never failing me again

Never failing me again, never fail

Cut a little, it bleeds slowly

Cut a little, it bleeds slowly

Cut a little, it bleeds slowly

It bleeds slowly, can't you see it ooze?

Cut a little, it bleeds slowly

Cut a little, it bleeds slowly

Cut a little, it bleeds slowly

It bleeds slowly, can't you see it ooze?

I'm going to save me

I'm going to save me

I'm going to save me

I'm going to save me

My eyes turn the color jade

My eyes turn the color jade

My eyes turn the color jade

My eyes turn the color jade

I look at everyone around me

I am so sick of this place

Anyone and anything makes me sick

I just want to end it all

I return to my room

Walls white with black shades

The reasons are not for your ears

The feelings are not for your heart

I circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming

Can I find a way out besides this?

I need it, I want to be where you are

I miss you

I look at everyone around me

I am so sick of this place

Anyone and anything makes me sick

I just want to end it all

I return to my room

Walls white with black shades

The reasons are not for your ears

The feelings are not for your heart

I circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming

Can I find a way out besides this?

I need it, I want to be where you are

I want to be where you are

I want to be where you are

I want to be where you are

I want to be where you are

I want to be where you are

I want to be where you are