Beaten and Dismembered

Go on, lie down

Play dead

Be dead

Anger builds inside me every day and every night

Resulting in a hatred for this world that surrounds me

This pain from within

This grief from inside

Distorting my thoughts

Distorting my mind

Violent urges beckon my thoughts

I feel as if I need to murder stars to form from deep within me

As if voices from inside me command me to take human life (Life)

Thoughts of homicide fill my head

As if it shall take this pain from within away

I look around at those who surround me and see nothing but potential victims

I feel as if I need to see them bleed

I feel as if I need to inflict pain and watch them die

To see them suffering within my eyes

To make thеm all feel the pain in my mind (In my mind)

Sickened by this lifе I once thought I could understand

My mind conforms to function in psychotic perception

Disgusted by the presence of humanity itself

Violence envelopes every last one of my thoughts (Thoughts)

Fragments of sanity fade to obscurity

Reasoning replaced by hallucinations

Visions of maiming

Visions of stabbing

Visions of mutilation

Visions of my victims beaten and dismembered

As I watch time pass behind these thoughts of homicide

Catatonia sets in taking power over my mind

No salvation to return from psychotic functions of my mind