drunk again

smoking in bed

watching star trek

got it in my head that i'm a lazy piece of shit

yeah it's mostly true

it's why i write to you

maybe if i tell you something i will follow through

i just wanna to get drunk again

make a fool of myself

front of all of my friends

and maybe i'll stop having these dreams

where i'm never quite the person who you wanted to see

decided i like smoking

it sure as hell beats drinking

maybe soon

i'll stop choking on these words i'm eating

i think i'm almost halfway

i'll think i'll stop right here

i wonder if your life would change much if i disappear

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i wanna all the bad decisions i could make

i want to feel like i'm not the person that i hate

i wanna take my life and fuck it up

i wanna take my life and fuck it up

i wanna all the bad decisions i could make

(lets ruin this thing we have going)

i want to feel like i'm not the person that i hate

(lets ruin this thing we have going)

i wanna take my life and fuck it up

(lets ruin this thing we have going)

i wanna take my life and fuck it up

(lets ruin this thing we have going)

i just wanna get drunk again

make a fool of myself

front of all of my friends

and maybe i'll stop having these dreams

where i'm never quite the person who you wanted to see

lets ruin this thing we have going

lets ruin this thing we have going

lets ruin this thing we have going

lets ruin this thing we have going