second guessing

You're gone with the wind in an instant

Like I never even knew you at all

Ties have been cut

Doors slammed shut

Can't help but pick at my skin and withdrawal

My mind has grown legs and it's running

A million miles a minute

And you're down the hall

So I heard you call my name early this morning

Maybe I'm making shit up in my head

Again

Wouldn't be the first time

Keep losing my mind

An entire life time of hard draw dead lines

That I keep setting and sticking too

And now I'm drunk on a Tuesday missing you

Cause I'm second guessing

My decisions every night

Press replay a hundred times

I, I

Swear I feel delusional

You show up in every dream

What is it with you and me?

I'm always second guessing

I'm almost used to this pit in my stomach

But I still can't stand to stomach the thought

Of you next to her

I should've known better

Should've known you'd resent me

And I would get bitter

Oh Oh

Again

Wouldn't be the first time

I keep losing my mind

An entire lifetime of hard draw dead lines

That I keep setting and sticking too

And now I'm drunk on a Wednesday missing you

Cause I'm second guessing

My decision every night

Press replay hundred times

I, I

I swear I feel delusional

You show up in every dream

What is it with you and me?

I'm always second guessing

Everything we could've been

Every word I ever said

Every look upon your face

How I careless threw away

Every good thing that we had

Everything I want it back

I'm alright but now I'm unsure

That I can't take this anymore

Second guessing

My decisions every night

Press replay a hundred times

I swear I feel delusional

You show up in every dream

What is it with you and me?

I'm always second guessing