i don't know if you hate or love me

is it raining outside

or am i melting

is someone tricking my eyes

i feel like smoking

everyday is just the same damn bullshit on repeat

and i don’t know if this is something i can keep

up on everything

if i try my hardest

and god knows i’ve tried my hardest

this must be some fucked up daydream

i’m lost out here and i can’t trust what i see

i don’t know who i am or who i wanna be

and i don’t know if you hate or love me

you hate or love me

[instrumental]

feel fucking nauseous everyday

don’t know when it will go away

maybe i’ll finally feel at home

when i can call this life my own

this song is just the same damn bullshit on repeat

but i won’t stop singing it

until you start listening

you start listening

this must be some fucked up daydream

i’m lost out here and i can’t trust what i see

i don’t know who i am or who i wanna be

and i don’t know if you hate or love me