Finding Euphoria

See you slipping into a place

You cannot escape it again

Continuation of sleep and grief

Paralyzed, you keep giving in

When will it be enough?

What will your mind become

When your lungs are dry

With a rotting tongue?

Time preys on your decay

Your pride, your shame, your mortality

Find euphoria

When you've given up

Creeping in like a leech to the blood

You've become what destroyed you again

Empathy was a luxury

You depleted with every breath

You can deny it

That you're afraid to die alone

Find euphoria

When you've given up

Was it worth it

Giving in the control

Beneath the surface

So afraid to die alone

(What are you waiting for?)

I can see it now

It's too goddamn much to take

(What are you waiting for?)

Find euphoria

(What are you waiting for?)

When you've given up

(What are you waiting for?)

Was it worth it?

Giving into control

Beneath the surface

That's where the pain is that you let go