UNTITLED.4

Telling me, that I'm not what I used to be

Looking in your eyes, wishing you'd talk to me

But something's changed, we're not the same anymore

Not feeling any different

When I watch you walk out the door

And now I'm here, laying down in an empty room

Wishing that you'd hit my line, say you're coming through

Wishing I could waste your time, like there's nothing new

Wishing you were in my life, but that isn't true

But that isn't true, feeling like I'm hanging from a noose

Telling me I'm not here for you, I wish I saw it too

I'm always feelin' like I'm trapped up in my head

Wishin' I could break everything down and make it make sense

But I got some problems

I don't know if I can even solve them

Add them up, that's a big-ass number, keep evolvin'

Damn, playin' like I faked my hand

My life is just a bluff, wish that you could understand

But I don't expect that from you, don't even expect it from myself

So why should I rely on you to fix my mental health?

These demons diggin' draggin' me deeper through this hell

I'm just tryna keep myself climbin' and reach the top shelf

I'm in a better place I hope you know I really mean it

Just can't escape my past, I wish I knew the reason

Waiting for my life to bloom I think that I'm in season

I hope you know I want the best for you I really mean it damn

Telling me, that I'm not what I used to be

Looking in your eyes, wishing you'd talk to me

But something's changed, we're not the same anymore

Not feeling any different

When I watch you walk out the door

And now I'm here, laying down in an empty room

Wishing that you'd hit my line, say you're coming through

Wishing I could waste your time, like there's nothing new

Wishing you were in my life, but that isn't true

Telling me, that I'm not what I used to be

Looking in your eyes, wishing you'd talk to me

But something's changed, we're not the same anymore

Not feeling any different

When I watch you walk out the door

And now I'm here, laying down in an empty room

Wishing that you'd hit my line, say you're coming through

Wishing I could waste your time, like there's nothing new

Wishing you were in my life, but that isn't true