feels like i'm changing

I leave, he sleeps

I used to stick around

It took two weeks before the plane went down

I thought this time could be forever

I just don't do well when I'm under pressure

It feels like I'm changing

I don't know how to say this

But I've been lying awake with one foot in the grave

It's not you that I'm blaming

It just feels like I'm changing

I held his face and told him it's too hard

Left my heart in the front seat of his car

I've got a war in my mind

And it's just not enough time to work it out or come around

It feels like I'm changing

I don't know how to say this

But I've been lying awake with one foot in the grave

It's not you that I'm blaming

It just feels like I'm

I'm alone, baby it's all wrong

Thought it'd feel good to get what I want

But I think I might've belonged with you

I tried to call and take it all back

Cause I've never had a love like that

On the phone, he just listened and laughed

Telling me I'm changing

He doesn't know how to say this

But he knows I'm not what he needs

And it's time to get clean

It's not me that he's blaming

It just feels like I'm changing

It just feels like I'm changing