East Village

It's a call at past midnight and I'm not done

You're trying to kill me or trying to have fun

And I thought I'd be alright but I didn't get far

I don't think my dad thinks I'm gonna last long

But what he doesn't know

I'm heading back home to start again and rest my bones

Gotta stop staring at my phone

If you were gonna call, you would've

Yeah, you could've come home

Baby, I've been trying to get sober

But I go a month and I'm bored

She said, "Caleb, you've been making me sad

And I keep leaving marks in my body"

Honey, that's a long way down

Make sure you hold your nose when you fall in

Baby, I love you like I've never

But I'm tired of feeling so lonely

Never home enough lately and when I am

I can't find my footing, I'm stuck where I stand

I'm a kid when you leave me, spinning out of scene

Quiet when you're asking, loud when you speak

But what I didn't know

Sleeping on an empty stomach isn't rest at all

Gotta stop hoping you'll be wrong

If I were gonna change, I would've

Yeah, I could've just grown

Baby, I've been trying to get sober

But I go a month and I'm bored

She said, "Caleb, you've been making me sad

And I keep leaving marks in my body"

Honey, that's a long way down

Make sure you hold your nose when you fall in

Baby, I love you like I've never

But I'm tired of feeling so lonely