FEAR

Hello darkness, my old friend

Knocking at my door again

Beggin' me to come outsi-ide

Let you back into my life

Now, usually I'd be strong enough

To lock the doors and keep 'em shut

But not today, I'm desperate

So go ahead and come on in

So go ahead and come on in

So go ahead and come on in

OCD is worse than ever, hands are bleedin', maybe I should take the pills, don't

Know what's goin' on with me, some days I actually think I might be schizo—

Phrenic, prolly not, but even writin' this is makin' me begin to spiral, oh, God

Made a promisе to myself I wouldn't let the fеar back in, but then I did, though

Told the world that I was sick of runnin', then went back to runnin', what a joke

Disappointed, yeah, me too, I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough, guess not

It's the same song and dance, you've all seen it before

Darkness holds out his hand, then we walk to the floor

Every decision made isn't mine anymore

Like a puppet with strings, I just don't have a choice

What's the truth? What's a lie?

Help me, God, help me, Lord

Face your fears, dry your eyes

Grandma died, what's the point?

Lost the keys, lost my hope, lost my will, lost my joy

Lost a friend, lost my home, lost my faith, lost my voice

Standing back, watching my mansion burn to ash while I

Hold the gas can, asking God if He started this fire

Is this what You wanted?

Is this what You wanted?

Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life just to lay them to rest

Is this what You wanted?

Is this what You wanted?

Give me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is

Is this what You wanted?

On the verge, on the edge

(Is this what You wanted?)

Petrified, scared to death

(Is this what You wanted?)

Prayin' to God, desperate

(Is this what You wanted, what You wanted?)

(Is this what You wanted?)

Hangin' on by a thread

(Is this what You wanted?)

Empty heart, nothin' left

(Is this what You wanted?)

Breakin' down, spiralin'

(Is this what You wanted, what You wanted?)

(Is this what You wanted?)

Standing back (Is this what You wanted?)

Watching my mansion (Is this what You wanted?)

Burn to ash (Is this what You wanted?) while I (Oh, oh, oh)

(What You wanted, is this what You wanted?)

Hold the gas (Is this what You wanted?) can

Asking God if (Is this what You wanted?)

He started this fire (Is this what You wanted, what You wanted?)