It's Only Sex

The other night I cried while thinking of having sex with you

Not out of desire or shame but some subconscious impulse to feel pain

I wiped my tears on my face and neck and the backs of my ears

And said, "Now it's sweat, now it's sweat, it's sweat now"

Just to see you

It's such a treasure

But when I feel you

My flesh yields no pleasure

And honey I'm cultured

I'm very sex positive

So what is this feeling?

It ain't so positive

I can't tell you if I like it, I like it

What happens if I don't like it? I like it

I can't tell you if I like it, I like it

What happens if I don't like it? It's only

OK, so I've been reading all the sex blogs

And they all talk about how OK it is to be gay

And straight and bisexual and asexual

And have sex however you like

But I don't care about hundreds of hypothetical people

And their hypothetical sex deals

I care about me, and my sex deal!

What about my problems?

Baby, my body

Constantly betrays me

I try to betray it

I only hurt myself

Yeah, yeah

I can't tell you if I like it, I like it

What happens if I don't like it? I like it

I can't tell you if I like it, I like it

What happens if I don't like it? It's only-

It's only sex

It's only

It's only sex

C'mon, sexual desire, speak!

I want to hold you tight

I want to feel your love physically

I want to sleep with you

But only in the literal sense

I can't tell you if I like it, I like it

What happens if I don't like it? I like you

I can't tell you if I like it, I like it

What happens if I don't like it? It's only-

I can't tell you if I like it, I like it

What happens if I don't like it? I like it

I can't tell you if I like it, I like it

What happens if I don't like it? It's only-

It's only sex (it's only sex)

It's only-

It's only sex (no, it's not)

It's only sex

It's only-

It's only sex

It's only sex

It's only-