FIGHTER

Me and Egot just far 'cause his family wouldn't stop talking

We neighbours who argued often

I ran out jogging

I tossed a jab and I caught him

He threw a left ain't connect 'cause I ducked when I came back up

I seen his sister talking trash like "touch my brother, I'm beating yo' ass"

So I fucked her brother up to see what she about, yeah

Walked away and then we noticed that his teeth was out, yeah

She ain't do shit she just mad we got to see him pout

So me and Cell we just fought

I was walking and then he jumped me

I dropped to the floor while calling for help

In front of my grandmother's house

The next thing he punched me; my mouth

I can't believe I'm on the ground

'Cause I tried to hit him I gambled

I'm ugly; crying in public

I'm like "When I get you back you gon' wish that you never touched me"

Somehow I could never touch him

Our brothers broke this shit up

And I walked the rest of the day with my head down

Funny how getting your ass beat is spread 'round

But I don't wanna fight no more

'Cause I'm not a fighter

I want no more

But I don't wanna fight no more

'Cause I'm not a fighter

I want no more

So Me and Egot we scrap again

Jacob jumped in: I'm handicapped

Manny watched from across the street

Then he ran up and hopped on me

3 on 1, they teaming up

But me I never think to run

They circling around

Got me surrounded like police or some'in

So it's bad enough they already jumpin' me

Then I see Cell comin', I'm praying "Please don't fuck with me"

It's not fair and I think he agrees so instead of fighting with them

He came and teamed up with me

Me and Grandpa ain't talked since I stopped attending the college

He called me said I'm a scholar

I should be getting my doctorate

Or shit at least in the army

Instead you chose to Hip Hop

But I know how this is gon' end 'cause I went through this with yo' father

Me and my girl just fought 'cause I talked before she could talk

She was telling a story I cut her off with some shit not 'bout the same topic

So she just stopped in the middle before the plot

Hit the rest of the car ride silent like

"You always do this like you don't value my thoughts

Either that or you too damn stupid to realize

That if you don't hear me out then I'ma feel muted

You say that you care well show it, I'm not asking a lot

I know that you think you listening but you just waiting to talk"

My fault

But I don't wanna fight no more

'Cause I'm not a fighter

I want no more

But I don't wanna fight no more

'Cause I'm not a fighter

I want no more

It's harder to love myself when all these people compliment me

Somehow it just remind me what I don't got

But these folks don't care to know, they think you rollin' in the dough

Not realizin' your next meal if a .444

Still feeling the guilt that walk, never thought to call

Fighting myself to get out of bed

I'm fighting myself to get out of bed

Fighting myself

But I don't wanna fight no more

'Cause I'm not a fighter

Me and all my niggas dropped out

Then we drove to Texas, left that waffle house

Keep that in the hotel, we on road

We don't got no mattress, sleep on your floor

Me and grandpa ain't spoke since I dropped out

Made sure on my first tour, stop at his house

I sleep on the hotel, not your floor

He tell me that he's proud, of his boy

I'm not daddy's little boy, homie square

Saved up for a round trip, LAX

I just learned there's no risk no reward

I slept on the floor at Port Arthur

Me and all my niggas dropped tears

I been on the floor for a whole year

We all broke

We all broke