Alphabet (Wasted Summer)

I thank the Lord

I find my peace in sucking exhaust

Forget the Gods, I am praying to her

Yes, if she's the one to take me

I won't be opposed, but I thought for sure

That I could endure

But then I woke up, so I exchanged the locks

Tried to lose you in limbo, but here you are

Wanna be my cellmate?

Wasting away

Your outlook's an excuse to decay

It's wrong if I stay, even worse if I go

I got tendons made of paper, the wording gets confusing

But I could be wrong, you're already gone

Finding you drunk, nasal deep in the bathtub

You slip into a coma, drip down the foundations

You're only what your money pays for

I'll be whatever keeps me sane, oh

Just another flame to smother

Just another wasted summer

You're only what your money pays for

I'll be whatever keeps me sane, oh

Just another flame to smother

Just another wasted summer

I'm gauging your interests

And I'll smile politely

Did I fuck up? Think I fucked with your head?

Or else did you get caught on what someone else said?

Did I fallow the fields that I should've left dead?

Always dressing my wounds right before watershed

Now we're wasting away

I'm permanently wasting away

My arched back a steeple, my blood is purée

I'm a stain on my gene pool, I like it that way

Wanna be my cellmate?

I promise I can whittle soap

I'll make us matching bracelets

Right before I make the key mold

You're only what your money pays for

I'll be whatever keeps me sane, oh

Just another flame to smother

Just another wasted summer

You're only what your money pays for

I'll be whatever keeps me sane, oh

Just another flame to smother

Just another wasted summer

You're only what your money pays for

I'll be whatever keeps me sane, oh

Just another flame to smother

Just another wasted summer

You're only what your money pays for

I'll be whatever keeps me sane, oh

Just another flame to smother

Just another wasted summer

Oh, you know what's funny?