Misery

So many times, fucked up been stuck

too many lies to keep locked up

i've made these mistakes for that i'll pay

you wait and see

self destruction seems to be the only way

Chorus-

the truth are lies in me

anger leads misery

I'll try so hard to change from day to day

falling back is all i know

this book is broken upon,

the time of death is chosen

falling down, no turning back now

I've tried so hard through the years,

I've tried so hard but only failed

feels like im always stuck in here,

my mind this hell

i feel its time to make a change

this time we'll see

i say to you

dont hold your breath

you will regret

i've made an attempt,

for that i should make a change

self destruction lies

i know what you want from me,

i cannot be what you want