Blood for the Blood God

I'm always dozing away (I'm always dozing away)

But I'm constantly (constantly)

On the edge of my seat and I can't fall asleep

Feels like I'm losing the day

I've never counted sheep (I've never counted sheep)

I've just routinely (routinely)

Tripped over my feet, my alarm on repeat

I just don't know me

For so long

Things just haven't changed

Cut all the lies that I said to myself

Maybe I'm to blame

For so long

I could say it's the weather

Cut all the lies that I said to myself

Don't hold your breath

I'm just waiting on progress

And if I'm being honest (if I'm being honest)

I'm just scared of the truth (so scared, so scared)

All those things that I said that I meant to myself

I never saw them through

And everything I've said

Could never pay my debts

That I owe my friends

Who haven't left me yet

And everything I've said

Could never pay my debts

That I owe my friends

For so long

I know I haven't changed

Cut all the lies that I said to myself

I know that I'm to blame

For so long

I could say it's the weather

Cut all the lies that I said to myself

I want to get better

I want to get better

I want to get better