Best

I was bored out my mind

Lost my whole appetite

When I could come to life, I didn't

You were there all the time

You're the worst of my crimes

You fell hard, I thought, "Good riddance"

I never was the best to you

I never was the best to you

I never was, I never was

Used to lie to your face

20 times in a day

It was my little strange addiction

But you still tried to stay

While I'd self-isolate

And I knew, but I stayed hidden

I never was the best to you

I never was the best to you

I never was, I never was

I never was the best to you

I never was the best to you

I never was, I never was (ah)

And I destroyed every silver lining you had

In your head, all of your feelings, I played with them

Go ahead, we can just call it conditioning

We were too different, you were so sensitive

Gave me the best of that, I was so negligent

Now I feel terrible 'bout how I handled it

And now I, now I bet you resent all of me, all of it

Angry, blocking me over the internet

Promise I don't forget all of my fault in this

'Cause look at me, I'm alone, sitting here, staying home

All of my self-control kinda got difficult

But I deserve it though, I deserve it though

You were there all the time

You're the worst of my crimes

You fell hard, I thought, "Good riddance"

I never was the best to you

I never was the best to you

I never was, I never was

Oh, I never was the best to you

I never was the best to you

I never was, I never was