Alone In A Room

I've been away, a little while, sometimes I just can't help myself

When my mind's running wild, I seem to lose grip on reality

And I try to disregard the crazy things the voices tell me to do, but it's no use

I tried to own it, write songs about it

Believe me I tried, in the end I needed to breathe

Find inspiration, some kind of purpose

To take a second to face the shit that makes me, me

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud

Every moment, every second, every trespass

Every awful thing, every broken dream

A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage

Banging my head against the wall tryna put words on a page

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To be alone in a room, alone in a room

I saw the world a couple times, tried to cure the ache with absence

But that hole was still a hole and my mind kept playing tricks on me

Feeling older every day, took everything I had to not crash and burn

But I'm starting to learn

Sometimes I'll fall down, sometimes I'll lose hope

But those days will be few if I keep my feet on the ground

I might be lonely, but I ain't alone here

So I keep pushing the limits of what makes me

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud

Every moment, every second, every trespass

Every awful thing, every broken dream

A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage

Banging my head against the wall tryna put words on a page

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To be alone in a room, alone in a room

(Lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely)

I can be better than I was

I can be better than I am

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To sit alone in a room

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud

Every moment, every second, every trespass

Every awful thing, every broken dream

A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage

Banging my head against the wall tryna put words on a page

All I needed was the last thing I wanted

To be alone in a room, alone in a room