7 Years (Remix)

Lately, I feel so alone

I don't even know why I have a phone

Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck

Never had someone that I could call my own

It's lonely walking down this, road

Fake friends that I didn't have to know

The same ones that fucked me over and whenever I need them

And I turn around, they just turn ghost

I feel I'm at a all-time low

I am depressed and it hurts me to know

My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope

She's ignoring every text message I wrote

My anxiety is high, my medication is low

I am so stressed and I hate being home

I sit it over, think everything alone

I wish I had somebody to hold, damn

I'm sick and tired of putting up a front

Like I'm happy but really I'm in a slump

I try to stay strong, screaming "I don't give a fuck!"

But if anybody will give it then I'm the one

I wanna put down my walls and open up

I hide behind this rapper I've become

Addicted to being accepted's like a drug

No one's here, I feel like I'm ready to plunge

I remember you said my music was wack

Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act

They said, the image and the drive is what I lack

Made me think maybe I could never be a part of rap

Well I ignored that, I said fuck it and snapped

Over 20 million plays, where are my haters at?

I didn't need a label to give me a chance

The day I sell out an arena, I feel like I'm the man

Buzzin' hard, but to find nothing

Never found someone who really loves me

People coming around now 'cause I'm getting money

A few plays later now they all see something

The same guy that is from the start

The same guy my ex left with a broken heart

The same guy who turned music into his art

The same seven year old who dreamt of being a star

I'm 22, and I won't let myself down

I stood up right after I fell down

It's hard to see heaven when you know you're hellbound

I never really opened up and that's until now

I hope that I never lose you

If I could choose one person, I would choose you

I hope you understand my pain

'Cause that's something that we all got to go through

I hate being down this road

Been down before

I feel like I need you more

I'm so alone

Once I was seven years old

My future's all I'd imagine

And now I'm here, and I look back and I'm screaming dammit

This is a life I never planned it, no, I never planned it