amnesia

Think when I fell I hit my head

I can't remember anybody else

But your amnesia is the best

I hope that I'm not ever getting well

The walls of my bedroom seem to be running away

The size of my mattress only grows when you're not there

My room's getting bigger and I can't find an escape

I'm trying my hardest

But, darling, I'm aware I'm not the best

At tryna drain the thoughts from in my head

And, honestly, I do, I do regret

The fact that I'm incapable, a mess

'Cause, darling, I'm aware I'm not the best

At tryna drain the thoughts from in my head

And, honestly, I do, I do regret

The fact that I'm incapable, a mess

I'm stuck inside the hospital, don't know my own name

But I recall a feeling that I'll never shake

You put your hands on mine and mine on your waist

I open up my eyes and start to decay and notice

The walls of my bedroom seem to be running away

The size of my mattress only grows when you're not there

My room's getting bigger and I can't find an escape

I'm trying my hardest

But, darling, I'm aware I'm not the best

At tryna drain the thoughts from in my head

(The thoughts from in my head, girl)

And, honestly, I do, I do regret

The fact that I'm incapable, a mess

'Cause, darling, I'm aware I'm not the best

(Aware I'm not the best, I know I'm not)

At tryna drain the thoughts from in my head

(The thoughts from in my head, they're stuck inside)

And, honestly, I do, I do regret (I do regret it every time)

The fact that I'm incapable, a mess

(Incapable, a mess, girl, I can't even lie)

You make a twin feel like a California king when you leave

Now I'm alone and I can't help but toss and turn in my sleep

Your smell still lingers, I'll bury my face inside of my sheets

I'll count the days until you're back before I count any sheep

'Cause every day that you're away feels like a million or more

(You wear my name on your body)

I can't describe it all with words, the dictionary's too short

(You're around my neck to remind me)

I'll try my best but, oh, I've never felt this feeling before

(Pull me in close, tell me softly)

Like I'm yours, only yours