I DONT WANNA BE HERE

I didn't wanna be here

I don't wanna be near this earth

What did I do to deserve

Getting my feelings hurt?

I didn't wanna be here

I don't wanna be near this earth

When you're not here by my side

I swear I'm losing my mind

Can you tell me how to move on?

Can you show me how to be strong?

Each second feel way too long without you

You're the only place I belonged

Now I don't where to run

Why does everything feel so wrong without you?

No matter what I do I always seem to make things worse

How come I always end up last when I put you first?

I thought love was a blessing, but now I know it's a curse

'Cause I healed your heart and you broke mine in return

And ever after you treated me this way

I still can't make it go away

'Cause I fell too hard, but you didn't fall from the start

I didn't wanna be here

I don't wanna be near this earth

What did I do to deserve

Getting my feelings hurt?

I didn't wanna be here

I don't wanna be near this earth

When you're not here by my side

I swear I'm losing my mind

I don't wan' be conscious no longer

Sippin' the Henny to down all my sorrows

I don't even wanna think 'bout tomorrow

I know I prolly shouldn't finish the bottle (fuck)

Now I'm just going insane

Henny is taking control of my brain

I'm sending drunk texts that I can't explain

'Cause I need to kill all the pain, yeah

I need to kill all pain that you caused

I hit the blunt to go swervin' and pause

There's no escaping when you feel this lost

Time doesn't heal when its covered in frost

Now I wish that you were never mine

Wish that I could be alright

You're the reason that I

I didn't wanna be here

I don't wanna be near this earth

What did I do to deserve

Getting my feelings hurt?

I didn't wanna be here

I don't wanna be near this earth

When you're not here by my side

I swear I'm losing my mind