Make Up Your Mind/Catch Me I'm Falling

Walk with me, walk with me

Okay, walking

Go all the way down, down a long flight of stairs

Ooh, stairs!

Go step by step into the darkness down there

Should we turn on a light?

You know, for the stairs?

Walk with me down the hall

A hall that you know

At the end there's a door

It's a door that you've never laid eyes on before

Open the door

Open the door

Can you hear me, Diana?

Yes

Are you nervous?

No

Good

Now

Make up your mind to explore yourself

Make up your mind, you have stories to tell

Go searching your past for what sorrows may last

Then make up your mind to be well

Di, you come home from these sessions in tears

Is this helping, or...?

Di?

Di?

We were both undergrads

Architecture

The baby wasn't planned

Neither was the marriage

I'd always expected to be too busy, but

When the baby came

It all seemed to make sense

Until

Until

Until?

He's not here

He's not here

Love, I know you know

Make up your mind that you're strong enough

Make up your mind, let the truth be revealed

Admit what you've lost and live with the cost

At times, it does hurt to be healed

(Catch me, I'm falling)

At our first session, you told me

(Catch me, I'm falling)

That talking through your history

(Faster than anyone should)

(Catch me, I'm falling)

Feels like it's about someone else

(Please hear me calling)

Make it about you

(Catch me, I'm falling for good)

Hey, I'm not supposed to be backstage

But, uh, for luck

Uh, did you see my parents out there?

Are you okay?

Yeah, yeah, I'm fine

My dad said they'd both be here

Okay, well, I'm sure they will be

Will they?

We had Natalie to re-

And I know she knows

I couldn't hold her in the hospital

Where the hell are they?

I couldn't let myself hold her

That's the first time you've mentioned Natalie in weeks of therapy

God damn it!

She's not there

She's not there

She's not there

Make up your mind, you want clarity

Take what you know and then make it make sense

Just face what you fear and soon it comes clear

The visions are just your defense

Thank you for coming

Natalie Goodman

Let's try to understand what all of this is doing to you and to your family

Fuck!

Your grief for your son

Your distance from Natalie

Sorry

Sorry, it's just, um

You know what the problem with classical is?

It's so rigid and, and structured

You, you have to play the notes on the page

There's no room for improvisation!

Oh no

Make up your mind, you can live at last (Catch me, I'm falling)

Make up your mind to be thoroughly alive (I'm falling)

Embrace what's inside, replace what has died

And make up your mind, you'll survive

(Catch me, I'm falling)

Unresolved loss can lead to depression

(Catch me, I'm falling)

Fear of loss to anxiety

(Flying headfirst into fate)

(Catch me, I'm falling)

The more you hold onto something you've lost

(Please hear me calling)

The more you fear losing it

(Catch me before it's too late)

Depression, anxiety, depression, anxiety (Catch me before it's too late)

One gives rise to the other (Catch me before it's too late)

It becomes a cycle!

(Catch me, I'm falling)

(Catch me, I'm falling)

(Catch me, I'm falling)