Carry the Weight

I could be gone in a minute

I might jump out of the window and dive in the street

I only fight when I'm winning

But I don't have any fight left in me

I never know when to quit it

I'll tear it all to the ground and accept my defeat

You won't decide when it's finished

No, you don't get to take that from me

I could run away if I want to

I'm not gonna stay, but I want you to know

I've been okay since I lost you

You just made a mistake and I want you to go

Just give me a break

How much more can I take?

This heavy feeling's got me feeling we got carried away

And I don't wanna carry the weight

Go tell your friends that I'm different

You'll set the story with lies and I'll bet they agree

'Cause you're always the victim

No, I don't care how you describe me

It's always your world we live in

All your delusional fantasies setting the scene

And by the time you're forgiven

No, you won't even recognize me

I could run away if I want to

I'm not gonna stay, but I want you to know

I've been okay since I lost you

You just made a mistake and I want you to go

Just give me a break

How much more can I take?

This heavy feeling's got me feeling we got carried away

And I don't wanna carry the weight of you calling at four in the morning

Losing your patience without any warning

Changing the rules I'm expected to follow

I know it's tough, its a hard pill to swallow

You pack your shit and pile it on

But I won't hold it for you any longer

'Cause I could run away if I want to

And I'm not gonna stay, but I want you to know

I've been okay since I lost you

You just made a mistake and I want you to go

Just give me a break

How much more can I take?

This heavy feeling's got me feeling we got carried away

And I don't wanna carry the weight