Change (Album Version)

Now in these cynical times are stereotypical minds

Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb

Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind

I'm trying to look beyond the lies just to see what I'll find

I'm like a fly way in a cave another hour in the maze

I'll cover to the power, my criminal ways

The sun is shining but I'm catching minimal rays

It's time for me to bloom out of this childish phase

My life is like a battle that I'll probably never win

'Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything

Life's a challenge and I wonder if I'll ever find the balance

Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

My life is twisted

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

My life is twisted

My fingers pointing in the mirror I'm the one now

I see my shadow in the sun dial

Am I really out to change put my freedom in a cage

Slow down, man I got a son now

It's nothing new they all said it, and I knew it

But I had to go through it myself, I'm hard headed

But that's the only way that I learn

Get caught in the fire there's no escaping the burn, and it burns

Change this, change that, change is full of lies

I remain the same, can't wear a good disguise

Living life looking through my third blind crooked eye

So if I change I'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I?

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

My life is twisted

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

My life is twisted

I wanna run but if I run I'm only running from myself

Would it be easier if I was someone else?

I'm like a child playing with matches that's never been burned

Relearning all the lessons that I've already learned

On a highway to a destination I've earned

So many exits but I never bothered to turn

I'm like a piece of shard glass, laying on the frame

Of a window that was broken by the bricks of pain

Sometimes I feel just like the Devil's guinea pig

He's watching me just to see how deep I can dig

I admit, I'm fucked up and got a lot to learn

So I'm dancing in the ashes of the bridges I burn

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

My life is twisted

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, will I change or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

My life is twisted

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Will I

Will I ever change

Can I

Can I ever change

Will I

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

But the world wants to blame it on me

My life is twisted

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Will I

Will I ever change

Can I

Can I ever change

Will I

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

But the world wants to blame it on me

My life is twisted