Torn

I've been so torn

'Bout everything for so long

My everything, what have I done?

Why can't I think? Did I do wrong?

Did I do something?

Why do these thoughts at night keep washing in?

Why can't I see your eyes open for me?

Why don't I know what I should do?

What is the truth?

I've been so

When I go to sleep, will you stay with me?

Will you stay and weep, or keep me in the deep?

I keep my words inside, write to ease the mind

Leave the thoughts behind, but I don't know what you hide

Recall when you raced me to the car so high

Now you chase me in the dark, and there's no sight

Why can't somebody try to guide me through the spotlight?

So I leave it all, leave it all behind me

I've been so torn

'Bout everything for so long

My everything, what have I done?

Why can't I think? Did I do wrong?

Did I do something? Open for me

Why don't I know what I should do?

What is the truth?

I've been so torn

Torn

I could be so good

Can you feel too good?

All I do is pursue