Blonde Hair, Black Lungs

When you told me you were leaving

Well, I couldn't feel my mouth

'Cause all I'll ever be is someone else

As I watched you walk away

I felt something in me change

My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away

So I drove home

At a hundred miles an hour

Just to see what it feels like to fly

And I crashed my car

Into someone else's backyard

Just to see what it feels like to die

When you told me that you missed me

Well, I couldn't close my eyes

'Cause I realized what it felt like to die

'Cause all you'll ever be

Is a nightmare and a wet dream

A reason to smile from six feet underground

So I drove home

At a hundred miles an hour

Just to see what it feels like to die

And I crashed my car

Into someone else's backyard

Just to see what it feels like to die

So bathe me in pale flesh

Promise that I'll never be good again

And I hope you miss me when I'm gone

'Cause I can't hold on for too long

And I'm so scared of dying alone

That I'll kill myself right here, right now

And I'll die

And I'll die

And I'll die

And I'll die

And I'll die

And I'll die

And I'll die

And I'll die

And I'll die

And I'll die

And I'll die

And I'll die

And I'll die

And I'll die