Break My Heart Again

I feel destructive

But I've got myself to blame

Looking for balance

Tell my why you and I never feel the same

You know I mean it

And it's been too hard to say

But I think I've realized

That I want you

To break my heart again

So I can feel

Something that I'm used to

I, I wish I had of known

What we had

'Cause I don't know if I could lose you

I could lose you

Lose you

I could lose

Picking the battles

But I think I'm losing ground

Wish I could vanish

Just to see what is like without you around

Why do we hold on, like we'll find a way somehow?

When I think I've realised

That I want you

To break my heart again

So I can feel

Something that I'm used to

I, I wish I had of known

What we had

'Cause I don't know if I could lose you

I could lose you

Lose you

I could lose

I don't want to wake up there

I shouldn't have to lose myself to stay with you

Let you know I've always cared

'Cause I'm alone and I feel like I should

Tell me, did I let you down?

You say you want to clear the air, well I do too

Maybe we should just be friends

'Cause I'm afraid that I'll give up again

'Cause I want you

To break my heart again

So I can feel

Something that I'm used to

I, I wish I had of known

What we had

'Cause I don't know if I want you

To break my heart again

So I can feel

Something that I'm used to

I, I wish I had of known

What we had

'Cause I don't know if I could lose you

I could lose you

Lose you

I could lose