drunk text

5th of November

When I walked you home

That's when I nearly said it

But then said "Forget it," and froze

Do you remember?

You probably don't

'Cause the sparks in the sky took a hold of your eyes while we spoke

Yesterday, drank way too much

And stayed up too late

Started to write what I wanna say

Deleted the message

But I still remember it said

I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight

Wish I was the reason you stay up till 3

And you can't fall asleep

Waiting for me to reply

I wish I was more than just someone you walk by

Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open

Instead of just hoping

You'd feel what I'm feeling inside

April the 7th

And nothing has changed

It's hard to get by

When you're still on my mind every day

Sometimes I question

If you feel the same?

Do we make stupid jokes?

Tryna hide that we're both too afraid to say

I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight

Wish I was the reason you stay up till 3

And you can't fall asleep

Waiting for me to reply

I wish I was more than just someone you walk by

Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open

Instead of just hoping

You'd feel what I'm feeling inside

Oh, and here we go again

Destroying myself to keep a friend

Hiding away 'cause I was afraid you'd say no

I wonder if I cross your mind

Half as much as you do mine

If I tell you the truth

What will I lose?

I don't know

I wish I'd sent you that drunk text that midnight

I was just scared it would ruin our friendship

But I really meant it

I wonder how you would reply