Not Worth Your Time

Sometimes I'm not the same person

My state worsens

And I'm a burden

Sometimes something strange consumes me

There's nothing to me

You see right through me

It hurts, and sure

Just speaking what i'm thinking

Might be the easiest thing

To start to fix this spirit

Of mine, but i

Would rather just keep drinking

So if you did not already know

Now you know that

I'm not worth your time

I will make you cry

I will make you choke

I know -

I do it on my own

I guess i have the potential

But not the drive to

Try to text you

And when i do i hope short texts

Will suffice

Whеn I'm upset

I never wanna talk

I just wanna drink

My fucking lifе away

And ruin everything

What if you're all I've got?

Has the thought ever crossed

That little head of yours?

Well I'm not worth your time

I will make you cry

I will make you choke

I know -

I do it on my own

Things are left better untold

So I'll keep my mouth closed

Oh I'll keep my mouth closed

I know -

I do it on my own all of the time