Fever Dream

I'm ashes, post-flame

All the coal that disintegrates

I'll just lie here quietly

Sink into the earth's defeat

As I watched you grow dull

Wonder how you stay so cold

Always knew something was wrong

Never chose to play along, here

So sit down, shut off

I don't know how I let you lead so long

'Cause right now you're only holding me back

'Cause I'm not where I want to be

And you're not who I wish you were

So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life

While I was eating off the floor

Alone and drowning in my thoughts

Your gut was full, still wanting more

You wanted more

So sit down, shut off

I don't know how I let you lead so long

'Cause right now you're only holding me back

'Cause I'm not where I want to be

And you're not who I wish you were

So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life

I walk this road

Behind you now

I feel so lost

'Cause you're never gonna turn around

Down cobblestone

I scream your name

I fight your past

'Cause you're never gonna feel the same ('Cause you're never gonna feel the same)

I walk this road

Behind you now (Drown myself in this peaceful lake)

I feel so lost (Feel the water pull me away)

'Cause you're never gonna turn around

Down cobblestone (Maybe there's a place for us)

I scream your name (Down here someday)

I fight your past (I'll see you again someday)

'Cause you're never gonna feel the same (I promise I'll see you someday)

So sit down, shut off

I don't know how I let you lead so long

'Cause right now you're only holding me back

'Cause I'm not where I want to be

No, you're not who I wish you were

So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life