Nightmares

Sinking

So sick of thinking

Of all the things you need from me

Who you think that I should be

Itching

To feel you with me

But I can't do that to myself

Touch so soft, but where's the kill?

I wanna look past it

'Cause you're such a habit

But I'm made out of glass and

Some wounds you just can't lick

The crimes that you have committed

You hold them against me

Some nights

Without you, I can't dream

So now, I see you in my nightmares

Or not at all

All by myself, drowning in my tears

It's just the cost

Of keeping you alive inside my brain

I know it's strange

I'm dealing with the pain

I'm having nightmares

Nightmares

And you're to blame

Crawling

I know you're calling

Your number on my shattered screen

Type your name my fingers bleed

I wanna look past this

Developed a habit

'Cause I'm made out of glass and

Some wounds you just can't fix

The lies you've told me have damaged

My heart and I'm manic

Tonight, I'm sleeping in panic

So now, I see you in my nightmares

Or not at all

All by myself, drowning in my tears

It's just the cost

Of keeping you alive inside my brain

I know it's strange

I'm dealing with the pain

I'm having nightmares

Nightmares

And you're to blame

So now, I see you in my nightmares

Or not at all

All by myself drowning in my tears

It's just the cost

Of keeping you alive inside my brain

I know it's strange

I'm dealing with the pain

I'm having nightmares

Nightmares

And you're to blame