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This dimly lit confinement that I call my own apartment

Has set me in a web of self pity and decay

I seem to find myself just lying awake in bed until 2 PM on Saturdays just wasting myself away

I'll never leave

Tell me that I'm different. I know it doesn't make a difference that my differences differ, it's all the same anyways

'Cause I try (yeah I try) and I'll try (yeah sure,"try") but in the end I'm still alone and just totally lame

At least I tell myself that anyways

I'm hard on myself and I can't seem to stray from the idea that I'm worthless and have nothing else to give

I haven't slept a wink in what feels like days

But I know I've only been awake since noon today

And it's 4 PM

God damn it

Tell me that I'm different. I know it doesn't make a difference that my differences differ, it's all the same anyways

'Cause I try (yeah I try) and I'll try (yeah sure,"try") but in the end I'm still alone and just totally lame

Since you left I haven't felt the same

The reason why I live 3,000 miles away

It's just so hard to sit around all day

And not be reminded of all the things you'd say

To make me laugh, to make my fears go away

A condition that's position eats away at me everyday

I just wish there could be another way for you to come home, back to me, back to the old days

Since you left I haven't felt the same

The reason why I live 3,000 miles away

It's just so hard to sit around all day

And not be reminded of all the things you'd say

To make me laugh, to make my fears go away

A condition that's position eats away at me everyday

I just wish there could be another way for you to come home, back to me, back to the old days

These days that I just lay awake have taught me what you really mean

I should be more independent but I find it hard to determine if it's even worth living my own days