Chaos

When the world gets quiet, and everybody's dreaming

I stay up late, so I can finally hear myself think

When I'm far from home, I, I call God up on the telephone

I say

"Hey, there girl, I don't know what I'm doing

Think I've made a mess of my life, my soul is twisted up in ruins

I feel so alone"

And the silence feels like a dial tone

Somedays, I'm a fast car learning how to drive

Drive around the mountain, gonna lose my mind

Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why

Why I can't get satisfied

Sometimes, I'm a roller coaster ride

I ride around the bend, and I close my eyes

I don't know where I'm going, now, I'm up too high

Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos

The chaos

I'm over all the stories, the bullshit I enabled

I thought my life would look a little bit more stable

There's an earthquake in my mind

While the wildfires burn outside

Somedays, I'm a fast car learning how to drive

Drive around the mountain, gonna lose my mind

Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why

Why I can't get satisfied

Sometimes, I'm a roller coaster ride

I ride around the bend, and I close my eyes

I don't know where I'm going, now, I'm up too high

Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos

The chaos

The chaos

Oh, the chaos

I don't know what's become of me

I miss the Jersey girl I used to be

Somedays, I'm a fast car learning how to drive

Drive around the mountain, gonna lose my mind

Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why

Why I can't get satisfied

Sometimes, I'm a roller coaster ride

I ride around the bend, and I close my eyes

I don't know where I'm going, now, I'm up too high

Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos

The chaos

The chaos

Oh, the chaos

I close my eyes, I see my dreams are changing

I'm okay with it

I'm alright