don't look at me

When things just get too much

Thoughts just boil up in my head

I'm screaming in my room

Hope the walls ain't talking back

When things just get too much

I'm just hanging off the edge

I don't want anyone to see me like that

I don't want

And I take meds to fight the side effects of meds I take

To fight the fucking stress I get from taking all these meds

I mean, I barely ever rest

Obsessing till the rest, just breaks my legs

Break my neck, say something

Why you looking at me like I ain't trying to save myself?

I can't win

I, I, I

I paint my nails bright red

To hide the blood

From scratching up my legs

When things just get too much

Thoughts just boil up in my head

I'm screaming in my room

Hope the walls ain't talking back

When things just get too much

I'm just hanging off the edge

I don't want anyone to see me like that

I don't want

Act like a higher purpose's calling, so I disregard my body

It's a vessel, I'm a mess, so I'm just laughing as I'm falling

Pour some liquor, pass a night, just to throw up in the morning

I just dry clean my insides, promise, you don't have to-

I'm sorry to make you worry

Two seconds, thirteen stories

I'll decorate the sidewalk, leave a mess

Let me go, I need some rest

Mom, I swear, I tried my

I paint my nails bright red

To hide the blood

From scratching up my legs

When things just get too much

Thoughts just boil up in my head

I'm screaming in my room

Hope the walls ain't talking back

When things just get too much

I'm just hanging off the edge

I don't want anyone to see me like that

I don't want