Cold

Looking back at me, I see that I never really got it right

I never stopped to think of you

I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win

You are the antidote that gets me by

Something strong like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am

I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am

I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold

To you, I'm sorry about all the lies

Maybe in a different light you could see me stand on my own again

'Cause now I can see you were the antidote that got me by

Something strong like a drug that got me high

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am

I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am

I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see

The screwed upside of me that I keep

Locked inside of me so deep

It always seems to get to me

I never really wanted you to go

So many things you should have known

I guess for me there's just no hope

I've never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am (is I'm sorry for the way I am)

I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am (is I'm sorry for the way I am)

I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold