Fallen

I'm falling

I wish you would just let me go

And I can't help it

Just wanna be left alone

I'm falling

I wish you would just let me go

I can't help it

Just wanna be (just wanna be, just-)

R-A-V! (Let's go)

So let me fall, then (yeah!)

Summer's gone, it feels hella foreign

You go from resenting often

To presenting awful reasons for your septic comments

Then, when I fail to accept your optics

You weaponize feelings in a messed up cobweb

Hijacking narratives, amended the lock books

Your tactics at best are awkward

(Maybe we could let this slide)

Adverse, pure pesticide

My therapist can tеstify

That some fears best left inside

'Til they festered, and I erased my sense of pride

I sequestered

And developed an abscess (uh)

Took on your role and accepted your practice (what)

Now all I seem to do is judge myself in your absence (I do!)

Swimming in circles with my head facing backwards

Drown and drown, I'm breathing out

You never thought of calming down, to hear me out

But I'm gone alone right now, here right now

And despite us falling out, you're reaching out

Demanding your attention still, relentless spiel

Bending my will with vengeful scripts, dispensed in shrills

You push so hard I tend to yield, expressing guilt

Take the fall and claim "My fault", and never heal

But

Fuck you and fuck all that!

Yo, I'm talking my worth back

I'm taking myself beyond your grasp

Outside your spiteful ways and gaslighting ass, going

Fuck you and fuck all that, mm!

Fuck you and fuck all that, mm!

Fuck you and fuck all that, mm!

Fuck you and fuck all that

Yo, I'm putting my foot down (word)

I will learn to love myself now (uh)

You're entitled to your own truth

I'm entitled to think you're foul (yeah)

I'm allowed to wearing a smile

I won't let you push poison in my ears

Toying with my fears, choice is clear and profound

I don't need you around, ayy

R-A-V