throw it up

If we falter now, those lives will have been lost in-

If you got a problem with me now, just hit Chris about it

I don't give a shit about it, I don't even think about it, huh

Yeah, gotta keep my wits about me

Haven't seen my mother in some months, I feel her arms around me

Oh-oh, I feel God surround me

Look me in my eyes, I heard you know all about me

Never tried to take my life but, of course, I fucking thought about it

(Haha)

I thought about it but I never did it (I never did it)

(Social suicide) I plan on going missing (Yeah)

Want the old me, but back then I felt hogtied (Ahh)

You don't know me, you just know someonе that was online (Yeah)

I've shеd tears every time

I looked through the archive (Through the archive)

See a flashback of the old me in my hard drive

Lying if I said that I don't think about it much

I just need to throw it up, I just need to throw it—

Yeah, I can fight to live it all again

Quite confident and we prospering

Juventus with the draw again, like, fuck

I just made the call again, like, fuck

Slowsilver soldier, baby, throw it up

Throw it up, throw it up

Baby, please just throw it up

Throw it up, throw it up

Baby, please just throw it up

Throw it up, throw it up

Baby, please just throw it up

Throw it up, throw it up

Baby, please just throw it up

And my past will keep following me

And my ego's just hollowing me

Better speed up, get a move on

How much I gotta pay you just to move on?

Should we call this love? I don't understand

To you, I'm your heart, but I'm only a man

I don't wanna treat you like a crutch

I, I, I don't wanna see you, I just need to throw it up

Throw it up, throw it up

Baby, please just throw it up

Throw it up, throw it up

Baby, please just throw it up

Throw it up, throw it up

Baby, please just throw it up

Throw it up, throw it up

Baby, please just throw it up

Throw it up, throw it up

Baby, please just throw it up

Throw it up, throw it up

Baby, please just throw it up

Throw it up, throw it up

Baby, please just throw it up

Throw it up, throw it up

Baby, please just throw it up