Honestly

I gotta be, everything, that I can be

I gotta do this thing, honestly

Why can't I do it all, honestly?

I bet I shock 'em when I drop

I know they probably think I'm washed

I'm kettle cookin' with the chip

It's on my shoulders 'til we win

I'm gettin' older by the minute, yeah

I really had it up to here

They always lookin' like they're wingin' it

I've been plannin' every meal, mm

Got me sippin' on this beer, ooh

And I don't even fuck with beer, no

I need some water and ideas, yeah

I gotta start to make it clear, uh

I'm kinda peepin' all the fallacy

I'm powered by the people doubtin' me

I had to eat it like a ton of calories

And the analogy is that I'm blowin' up

But I've been carryin' this weight

So I found a way and now they weighin' in on my art

But I will never let nobody second guess my heart (uh)

I'm really sick of all the pageantry (mm)

And they don't even have the faculties

Yet they tryna teach me what I have to be (mm)

But they don't comprehend the packagin', opennin' up

Fuck my old shit, all of it sucked

Piss on them records, I shit on them records

I thank everybody who saw the potential in me, but I still had to get it inevitably

If I could I would sit down and conversate with every hater and try to debate 'em

I know its subjective but it's my objective to do it so well that it's not

You can count on me, one, two, three

When you got the vision up in you, why would I give a fuck what they tryna see? (Uh)

How can I make such insensitive shit and be so sensitive?

I'm hypocritical, too hypercritical

It can get miserable, I'm up on Twitter and I'm readin' into it

And the most pitiful part of the whole thing

Is I wanna tweet that I'm up at the pinnacle

I wanna make 'em remember they didn't, no

I want a pat on their head like ridic bro

I gotta tell you some shit that you didn't know

Or I can let it go and just forget it

But if I forget it then they'll never get it

But now it's all startin' to feel unforgettable, you lil' bitch

Yeah, levelled up (uh)

Fuck all that bein' benevolent

I am the best there never was

Remember there ain't no timelines when you timeless (no)

Ain't no guidelines when you guideless (uh)

Sippin' Mai Tais, stand at top fives

Knowin' my time isn't timeless, it's tickin' (Tic-tic, tic-tic, tic-tic)

Please, don't make me get a Tiktok

Got my feet up while they flip-flop

People tryna speak for Hip-Hop

Got me really 'bout to call the opps out

I think if I did, I'd have an anxiety attack

But maybe they'll feel how real my raps are

Maybe they'll believe me when I say

I know I could get it if I want (uh)

But gettin' there's not gettin' that if you're not don't get it how you want (uh)

I know that's privileged, but I been embraced by a community

'Cause I'm not doin' you, I'm doin' me

But I just really hope you see the you in me (yeah)

'Cause if you act cool with your guard up

Then you probably out here just ballin' like Hot Sauce (uh)

I'm in another fuckin' league (my G)

I don't really care what the Ebros think, I don't really care what they need (no)

I got 'em out here actin' childish (uh)

My mama hope for an engagement (uh)

But I been focus on engagement

This entertainment, can't entertain that shit (no)

I hate doin' karaoke but I love doin' festivals, my G (uh)

I'll try to be the G.O.A.T. before, I try a vegetable, my G

Two times out of ten, I might get a centerfold, but I ain't lookin' for a GG

Flowin' with the rap, like I get it out the tap, I ain't out here lookin' for a Fiji

Yeah, I been out of bounds with it ever since I stepped in

Had to smile at the intervention

Back in Maui, I could feel the tension

Head down, workin' high tension

That's how it goes with intentions (uh)

I'm pessimistic that I'm losin' some but I'm optimistic we can get wins

Icons tellin' me I'm re-inventin' genres

Meanwhile a hipster in pyjamas sleep walkin' through another blog post

Groundbreakin' every time I step out

You know no one took it out to step down

Now the chef cookin', are you fed now? (Mm)

We'll see who's hungry in the end

I gotta be (I gotta be)

I gotta (I gotta be)

I gotta (I gotta be)

(Honestly)