Hate (Remastered Version)

Live in darkest dreams; drugs roam in my head

Nothing's like it seems; still the blood is red

Myself is what I hate; my living and my lie

I blow to my fate; never try

I hate myself, don't call my name

Hate is strong, hate is black,

Kills the light, no way back

Don't go my way

Don't go this way

Oh God help me

Here's the road that leads to hate

The shit of all the years, it lies upon my soul

Depressions and my fears, things I can't control

The days are painted grey, I never see the light

I throw myself away, give up, never fight

The sun somtimes shines, upoon my wretched miind

But I just close my eyes, and hate is what I find

Hope is what I need, despair is what I find

Hate is what I feed, hate is what I live